My sister's coworker's dog had puppies, and my my sister convinced me to adopt not one, but TWO of them. At the time I was alright with it, I thought I could handle it.
My cats hate them and keep trying to hit the puppies. I don't have the money to take them to the vet. I have depression and as I was taking care of them I realized that I cannot keep an eye on them and give them the attention they need. I broke down crying because I was so stressed out and I knew I had messed up by adopting these dogs.
I feel like a bad person, I never meant to cause any harm to the dogs or to my mother; I'm only 18, I acted without thinking and I don't want to confuse the dogs any further by letting them stay with me despite the possibility that I might inadvertently neglect them.
I sound spoiled and selfish, and what I did was immature. I don't want to just give them away like they don't matter, but they deserve a better home than someone who can't care for them. I don't know what I should do!!
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